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I used to pride myself on being organized. I had to be with six children! I prepared meal plans so I wouldn’t have to think about “what’s for dinner?” A monthly meal plan gave me an edge. Shopping smart and planning ahead kept our meals on time and within budget.
Over time, I did give up on having our home look like “Better
Homes and Gardens.” I learned to tolerate a lived in look; cleaning only once a
week. I ignored what happened in between because I valued my time, and it was
impossible for me to do anything more.
I became an avid list maker. I found that once I put it
on a list, I could forget about it. The worry and the guilt were “out of sight
and out of mind.” It cleared my head. I looked at my list at the start of each
day and checked off my priorities. No worry. No fuss.
"Hibiscus Glory" Oil on 16x20 canvas SOLD |
Of course, there was always the unexpected pushing some
items to another day. For the most part, these lists kept me in line. I took
classes, I was a free-lance writer, and I was active in my church and
community. I have found over the years that too much neatness can kill
creativity
.
I’m not knocking organization. I’m just saying that
organized clutter, for me, is the best way to manage stress and to meet deadlines.
Take my desk. It’s never clean. There are small piles (organized piles)
everywhere. Each one represents a different project. When someone comes to
visit, I arrange the piles in orderly fashion, but they stay! Like fingertip
files, I know where to look when I need something.
"Jack's Roses" oil on canvas SOLD |
My guest room/art room is the same way. I have organized
piles on the bed, in the closet, and behind the door. The difference between
the desk and my art room is that everything disappears and is moved to another
area for the duration of guests when necessary.
My palette is no different. To another painter, it may
seem sloppy and disorganized. But to me, I know exactly what I need and want at
any given moment. When I use acrylics, I put out only the paint I think I’ll
need for a specific purpose or it dries out. With oils, I’ll put out
more paint. I don’t organize my palette as well as some artists do. I place
light colors on one side and medium to dark on the other; that's it.
By the time I’m
through painting for the day, there is no definition left, anyway. I mix and
match. I take swipes of different colors, mixing on the canvas when
appropriate. I have watched other artists paint; their “neatness” is amazing.
Their clothing or cover-ups, their arms and faces are clean. During their painting session, they wipe their
palette of residue and to separate piles of paint. Neat. Neat. Neat.
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When I’m through painting, I may have splotches of color on
my nose, my arm, and my clothes. I lose
myself in painting. My imagination soars when I’m unfettered by rules and
restrictions from the “how to” experts.
Some
people may see a big mess, a desk in disarray or an unworkable palette. I see
organized clutter ready to be turned into something magnificent and memorable.
Oh how I would love to be able to see clutter and not tidy it up, but I'm stuck in a rut for now. Everything has to be perfect. I'm a neat freak I guess.
ReplyDeleteI love the first 2 paintings above, the colours are so warm, and I really enjoyed this post. Got me thinking what I could do with the 'clean up' time instead.
I always put things away after I use them, that keeps some clutter down. I feel my time is more valuable than using it for constant cleaning and fussing. The dust and the clutter is always there. You no sooner clean it up than it's there the next day or the next.
ReplyDeleteClutter and dust will wait. Your goals and your dreams won't. They must have top priority! Thanks for your comments.